among other things...

1. that post about being compromised, and being haunted by the DETECTIVE----just so we're clear, that was fiction(!)
in case you were thinking i was going nuts---not that i'm not, but not in such a paranoid delusional falling away from reality way

2. i just had another anxiety attack----leading me to conclude
a. i'm not doing anything ATALL extra tonight and i'm taking wednesday night off most likely
and
b. i am going to call sanshinryu to see if i can find a karate class around here, and if i can't, i'm just signing up for the next taichi class i find

CUZ
i will NOT die in....hmmm, just to avoid irony and the irritatingly real way i tend to jinx myself...i'll just say i won't die now
or yet
whatever, the poitn is
KARATE

plus
FIBERS!! i have another indy study with a fibers prof here, but he's a HE and he does japanese religion and textiles in particular, which is pretty cool since that's what my interests fibrously are and have been
tho i do have to write up a plan